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My Story
IS, Oliver - Aug 2007
Why I want the gastro bypass?
As a kid growing up, I was always on the
chunky side. At the age of 13 I blew up like the blimp. I had nick names like:
fatso, chicken, dual 40’s.
I lost all self respect for my self,
drop out of school. I got pregnant. Well then I went up to 350 lbs.
Life was not easy growing up fat and an
out cast on life. You can’t find clothes to fit, can’t fit into restaurant
booths. Oh I hate theater chairs. Stuck city. It’s so embarrassing.
At the age of 22 I had the gastroplasty
done. With in a 1 ½ yrs I went to 200 lbs. I felt good about myself again. No
one too tease me about being a fat blimp anymore.
Years went by & I was doing well. Then
about 14 yrs later I popped a staple in my stomach. I slowly put my weight back
on. Well look who’s almost 300 lbs again.
I hate myself.
I work in the tourism industry. All I
see is SKINNY GIRLS lying on the beach all day.
All summer long I hide in my house.
Friend’s ask me to go for a swim in our lake. Well find me the biggest tree to
hide behind, God! you’ll never catch me in a bathing suit.
People think I’m a floating device on
the lake.
At the age of 46, I have health problem.
I have high blood pressure, cholesterol, heart problems. Acid reflux is so bad,
that at night I sleep in my recliner. Sleep what’s that, I call my self the
wander at night.
My Dr told me if I don’t get some
weight off, I won’t be here in 4 years.
I really want to have the surgery
again, not only for health reason. I want my life back.
I see my husband looking at fat women
and he make’s a rude comments.
I ask him so is that what you think
of me?????????
No honey I love you, but you are getting
fat. Sex life we don’t have 1. I want to be healthy and life a long age. See my
grand kids grown up to be men. I want to love myself again.
Please help to be the beautiful person
that I know is hiding inside me somewhere.
Yours truly,
IS
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